Why did I wake up in the middle of the night? Why did my alarm go off so early?
Well, it wasn't the middle of the night and my alarm didn't go off early either because it was 6 in the morning but the darkness outside was astounding.
It feels like evening, the skies are grey, the green of the trees are chalky and I feel moody.
Today is going to be tough.
My kitty cat has reached the age where she needs to get neutered and for a female animal this process is a bit more painful because they literally open up the stomach and remove their ovaries and uterus :(
I wish there was another option but there isn't. It's important to neuter your pet and today I will go and check a few hospitals.
Seeing how it's an extremely common and safe operation this shouldn't be an issue but I am a high strung parent and fussy to boot and very very scared.
I can't imagine seeing my baby in pain and all stitched up and it hurts me to think that perhaps by this weekend she will have the operation.
I'm scared about everything.
Right from not feeding her for a day before the operation to the post op care and worrying crazy that she will be in lots of pain for a few days has been driving me a bit mad for a couple days now and today I will be checking a few hospitals apart from the regular one that she goes to and have a talk with doctors etc.
maybe there is a better and safer option. Almost every cat parent I've spoken to has been trying to convince me that it's not a big deal and that it will be fine before I even know it but I look at my cat and it almost makes me cry to think that for a few days she will be suffering.
Upper body workout today and perhaps that will help me feel better.
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