I don't know why this morning I was under the impression that a nice languorous walk might be a good idea because something within me didn't stir to push me out and now it's raining.
Cold blustery day and rains to cap it all.
Isn't life just so beautiful.
Watching peaky blinders and I feel triggered. It makes me crave a nicotine fix even though I know I won't ever fall for that addiction ever again because I've crossed over to a point where the smell and taste of tobacco makes me feel almost nauseous, but when I watch the cast of this series sucking on their smokes, it makes me want to light up one too.
But no way am I going to smoke tobacco again.
Not in this life.
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