The house is buzzing with people!
I hate that there are so many fucking people!
I hate this commotion.
I also hate that not all rooms are opened since not all of them have been arranged comfortably enough for everyone to sleep in.
Now everyone is 'adjusting' and I don't want to adjust! I have terraformed my room.
I'm so done now.
I want to sleep.
Exhausted!
Lack of sleep is doing it to me.
I hate there are people sitting and talking outside my room right now.
Tomorrow the cremation will finally happen.
Finally being the keyword because how weird it is to have a body bang in the middle of the living room second night in a row! Have you ever heard of such a thing??????!!!!!!!??????
Every activity is happening around it.
People are eating near it talking and laughing and crying while a body cools inside a freezer and I can't fathom nor comprehend this whatsoever.
I just want to sleep now.
I hate everyone.
The only silver lining was that my parents were here for the last couple days.
I'm so out of my comfort zone right now.
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