And lunch

TQOTD

My house asleep

My cats naughty 

My reading ongoing 

Kisses

That time of night 

When all I want 

Is 

You 

Mmmm

Who me?
Hell fuck I'm high
And you?

Yuck

I hate what mukbang has now become
I cannot stand it anymore
This is what happened with every good thing, it becomes too mainstream and then it gets too fine tuned but loses its charm.

Mukbang is dead for me

Copy of a copy

Why are thumbnails so similar nowadays? It's always the same damn thing. 

Thoughts

I think I need a lounge chair for outside to sit on comfortably.

What what

Who me?
As you're aware dear diary,
I am resolved to do nothing, not least because I have the ughs and want to not walk or kill anyone, and to stay my mood in a constant state of serenity to keep myself from poisoning the spouse I am aided by dainty chocolate morsels..and so I do nothing, save sit with a hot water bag and sip tea while giggling.

Moods

But this is what I have and this is what it shall be 

This and how

Today
I'm going to have the other half of my brownie
And do artwork and get early do all that I haven't in a while
I'm Gonna start recording my videos starting next week cuz right now I just want to reset and get the house and everything else in order.

What’s up

Gosh

So then this stuff is a bit fucked cuz what I now got is a strange altered high state.
What did I make?
It took almost an hour to kick in and I'd thought perhaps they didn't come out right and so I micro dosed a bit more and after an hour it struck me like a syrup.
It started slow and gradually, ploddingly it engulfed me into a drop of nothing. I feel like I'm going to melt into my sofa. I feel relaxed beyond relaxed. My heart beat is slow, I hear birds and voices from other houses, or people in their garden. It's silent, serene full of chirping and susurration and my house, so gloriously clean!
I sit bathed in clarity.

Who me?

About to freeze a stash

Yup

That my entire house is stinking so hard it must smell like weed right into Paris is an understatement.
My entire village must smell this!!
Oh dear gods!
Right so the THC is extracted and now the oil will cool
After that we bake and bake
But until then phase 2 of house cleaning is on!

And now

Who me?
Trying my luck with brownies

From A-A.2

Who me?
Cleaned the house but only half cuz it's dirty beyond recognition. Tomorrow I will finish the rest.
I have neglected to clean it anything more than cursory and I am paying the price.
Also I have some sweet sweet green and maybe tomorrow or day after I shall make some brownies. (Hope for the best) and right now I have just gone through a tiny tiny j after the entire day of everything and I am in sweet heaven. A very sweet heaven. Yes please. This is good. Real good.

Emptiness

Feels empty now
The house suddenly devoid of my family
I feel sad and lonely

Meh

Who me?
Rewatching canonbusters because it's incredibly good!
And because everything else is total shite

Feed tube

Lunch today is pork chops because why not?

Mmmm

Darling
Did you know
You haunt me

The long haze

I have finally finished editing
Tomorrow I'll make a thumbnail and try to upload.

Who me?
I am high
Missing
Hurting
Needing
Wanting
Yearning

And now

Not 200 steps from my house.