The forever ghastly

Today and Saturday
There was a wee run to the superstore that keeps my cats' favourite food and from there I bought some essentials (dishwasher etc) that were needed.
People wanted to visit another store which is strictly only for specialty food and nothing besides and I put a spanner in the plan cuz I didn't think anything more was needed.
I should have Guessed people really wanted to go there cuz I was asked about three times and each time I said 'we don't need anything else' and so we came home.
I went back to my study to edit stuff and came downstairs after a couple hours to find hungry cats and an absent spouse.
The car was gone.
What did that mean?
He left for the speciality store!
It's never my policy to call up people and ask their whereabouts but today, for some reason, with the PMS in full swing and my mood beginning to rupture I called people!

Of course he was aware why I called him and to allay my annoyance people said that they'd come to the store to buy those mackerels I really like!

What?? Such absolute garbage for a vegetarian to be actually bothered about my need for mackerels??
Of course he wasn't there for my mackerels but that's the excuse because anything else would put him six feet under.
Bah!
I slammed down the phone.
I can't.
I cannot.
Let's see what mackerels he picks out ! He doesn't even exactly know what that is.

Feels

Can somebody please just make me some splendid fried chicken served with a side of salad and a glass of wine and wash the dishes later?

I am still trying

Why did I go into the rabbit hole of a crime library that somehow detoured towards Hollywood misconducts which then routed me towards an asshole of the internet where I found stuff about Armie Hammer. 

Maybe I was living under a rock (which I was happily), but somehow I missed this scandal that passed a couple years ago involving the actor Armie Hammer and honestly I don't recall watching his movies except Facebook movie and that guy has a serious problem. 

If you thought our stuff was intense and crazy then please be humbled. 

There's more madness about him wanting to eat the skin off his girl friend after she's cooked it for him, and using her blood as lube for anal, but I put this screenshot cuz I mean excuse me! 

Please find an asylum and quarantine. 

:)

People are watching TV 

My camera is in the way 

No one doing anything about it 

Rant

I think one of my drawbacks in life is that I cannot make fried food. Not least because I find it unhealthy but also because it's too cumbersome for me and I have begun to believe that maybe in some aspects I am lazy.

Lazy because I don't know what I'd do with all the leftover oil and if I'm a frequent fryer there's be too much leftover oil and it's not easy to keep getting rid of it.
Moreover I buy some big bottle of refined oil for frying purposes and it sits forgotten for months.
It takes me close to a year to go through a five ltr bottle of refined oil cuz I I just don't fry up anything!
I mean I do. But maybe about once or twice a month, and I find it such a battle too.
Agh!

So confused

One of my friend who I thought was utterly sane apparently freezes flavoured ice cubes .
It's like I don't know who this person is anymore.
She's at the deep end of cuckoo and I can't help but purse my lips.
Cuz, I mean putting edible flowers in rose shaped trays and filling with sprite????
Putting little raspberries (so expensive in India) and covering with orange juice to get a twin tone effect.
That's an unforgivable waste of delicious berries that she probably gets from some import shop. I don't know. I mean maybe use some seasonal fruit like jamun or jujube ?

Why did this happen? It's like do I even know people anymore?

Dumpling salad

Who me? 

Lunching 

And you? 

The usual

Today's been alright I think

Lazy baby

Why yes
I did get one
And lounged on it all day yesterday

Do you know this?

I have a crippling inability to understand YouTube and I sit and look at analytics trying to understand what's going on and one thing I know is that my regular viewers aren't getting a notification of my channel
However I want to understand this specific thing and I need someone to explain it to me like one would to a single cell organism
What on earth does this mean and imply?
If you know please tell us
Because I have watched this steadily go down and each time it's low the video gets a beating.
When it's high the video does relatively better.

All the everything

Cooking lunch,
Having coffee
Collecting skins of onions and garlic
For composting
Listening to audiobook
This is almost chaotic

Hmm

Going in with the first thumbnail cuz the other one doesn't have the relaxing summery feel apparently

Hmph

Today is the day that people get their root canal done
How could I forget about it?
Also today is the day when there will be no water from 9am -4pm
Got a message about it just last evening
Yikes.

Because why not?

Headugh

Who me?
Convulsing on couch
With a bout of migraine
How could it happen?
Why did it happen?
Checking my journal to see what went wrong? When was the last time it happened? Is it the usually pattern or is there a change?
Did I eat something I wasn't supposed to?
Why???

Fugh

One thing I have realised is that men do not like listening to tales or stories or anything about friends of their wives.
It's just not interesting to them at all.
Men are assholes

Monsieur

How's my evening going

It’s a Thursday

Morning and I have been up since almost 5 in the AM as my cats decided I'd had enough sleep and it was time to be awake and at it.
Now it's 8:35
I've had tea
I'm still in bed
It's a holiday here
Everything is shut
I'm in no mood for anything
Also I have to get in with recording
It's not easy to short while people are in the house cuz something or the other keeps happening.
Let's get on with it then

I cannot

Remember how I made a big fuss about sleeping downstairs in the spare bedroom?
Well last night I did it
Except I didn't plan on having everyone else sleep with me too.
The bed is enough for two people in that it's smaller than queen size but two regular sized people can sleep comfortable, however it will not accommodate 2 people and six cats which is exactly what happened last night.
I don't understand why everyone wanted to sleep together when there are so many other vacant places and beds.
The entire night was spent tossing and swerving around the sleeping babes and I barely slept as Nemo's presence around the bed created discontent and loud aggressive meowing.
Nope I haven't slept.
Also the next few days are holiday here.
Which means the house will be infested with spouse who's already writhing in agony over a toothache.
There will be a root canal but it'll happen next week!

Argh!!

Ugh

A heatwave
Without an AC
Just a fan
That keeps throwing the same warm air
All over the room and face
I cannot take it
Slept in a hot oven of a room last night
Sleeping is putting it rather generously
Cuz I felt even the air sticking to me
Today
I will
Sleep in the downstairs guest room
Upstairs is hot
And I am angry

Meh

There's a heatwave today
And I hate it
There's no AC
Only a couple fans and not in every room.
I am drawing
Seething and annoyed
But also high so it is okay

Things haven’t been great

That my weekend was spent stressing over people's toothache that took a strange turn from comic to serious would be an understatement.
These days have been most unkind cuz one person was writhing in agony over an ache that couldn't be fixed so much so that there was no sleep for past two days.
Right now people are at the dentist and I'm home looking my at my YouTube analytics and seeing the below par performance of the new video and wondering what's going on even??!

Okay yes

Excuse me
I'm watching this now

Who me ?

Watching gay anime cuz why not
It's called 'cherry magic' when you think about it it's a apt name

—/

How about you tune off the CC to not get the subtitles except the ones that are already bunted in the video

Hearts

Tell us darling
How did you like or hate
The new video
Don't be shy
Flatter away

And now

Who me?
Making pizza and you?

This?

Big stuff

Sophie my dearest neighbour gave me this courgette!!
It grew in her garden.

Tête à tête

David with Goliath's head

In the air

I think these are football shoes

Tonight

From the bedroom

Beach does

Who me tanned?
Why yes

Savon galore

Apparently marseilles is known for their soaps! Savon is in their culture

Morning

I can see the entire city and the sea line from this house and that closer I look the more beautiful it looks from a distance.
Cuz it is hot! I almost got a migraine from exertion on this luridly hot weather and from walking all over the place.
Today I'll be more judicious and spend the day relaxed.

And now

Now here

At least the apartment is nice

What’s going on

Not in China and marseilles feels nuts.
It's hot hot hot.
The people are busy, the city is too large, the weather is crazy, everyone in a hurry.
Suddenly I feel like I'm in a place I don't know

And now

Sitting in the middle of a small stream!
Sat in it and ate lunch right here

Sighs

This morning

Who me?
Ready for a 4 hour long drive
And you?

It’s taking forever

Stuck in traffic for over 3 hours en route Dijon.
Looks like the entire country is headed south
Someone hauling a boat all the way from Belgium just to enjoy in southern beaches. Stuck in traffic.

This morning

The storm and hail that's been expected since yesterday comes in a flurry of upset cats and a runaway Nemo.

^^

I feel this so often.
It's like almost every restaurant is just okay. I have rarely been flabbergasted by foods in restaurants. It's quite rare to come across a place that's truly fabulous.

Tarte fin