Yes it was strange

Today
I defrosted my car
Using the app
I don't know what to make of anything
Also
The car was hot when I sat in

I mean what?!

Tidbits

My little twinkle and myself
Braving the very cold house
Trying to be nonchalant while my fingers feel frozen and I wonder why I didn't turn on the heating today
Oh yes that's right I've been too busy to notice until just now when I sat down and shivered.

On 30

Morning and i woke up at 5
Then slept at 5:30
Woke up at 9
Packed lunch
Having tea
Sad because I have a migraine
Today of all days

Today, have some segments to film. Some more things to do and that's that.

Now that I've done with my tea I feel angry for not making some more cuz it was delicious and now if I make again it won't turn out so good :/

A bit candid

And now

Who me? Ready for an evening out 

And you? 

Downdates

Who me?
Taking a breather
Drying my socks cuz I went out in the garden to record and it's all wet. And my feet are wet and my soft shoes are wet.
Anyway I have my feet propped up in front of the heater while I sip tea and the camera charges.

New stuff

Onwards and upwards I say. 

A bit of learning curve and extra work with the camera but we are only just starting. 

Once I get the hang of it it'll be smoother, however I am loving this new mode of filming. 

Top of the musing to you

Sitting in the study! 

High as a kite 

Last time high until I bake them. 

Gonna be sober until next high. 

🤣 

But no , I wanna be high when I'm meaning to not cuz I'm having fun. 

I want to have fun but not make it a habit. 

Holidays has ended. Life has begun. 

I want my entire life to be a holiday though 

A restart

Bought a new workout top to motivate myself to become a part of this routine more dedicatedly. 

A routine I slowly let go of after 6 years when things in life got a bit much. 

I realised that missing out on this time made me a less productive person because my discipline relaxed and I suggested to myself that it's because of the problems that had sprung up the last few years, and then after that I told myself it was the recording and editing that I don't find time but it really was me being a wimp. 

I have to stare at things hard in the face and become more resolute. 

Today I have gone back to a habit that long supported my health, my mind and body.

There are no excuses there are no reasons for me to slide away from my workouts. 

It's not abut doing my best it's about doing it and not stopping. Doesn't matter how good or bad it is, doesn't matter if it's best. I have to never stop. 

Today I started back from square one. From tight hip flexers, to cold shoulders. 

I have to keep working to the point I'm able to lift, jump, squat, bend, pull like I used to and better.

It's not a resolution, it's my solemn promise to myself. 

A run for it

Taking about eventful days! 

Slurp while I work

Lunch today is curry ramen. Late lunch yes. 

I've been cleaning since morning not least because when I came home yesterday the house smelled of a zoo in decline. 

It was terrible and I have been at it! 

Yes at it!  

I love the French

At a comic store ! 

Apartments with a view