/:/

There is a large machine in the house which I didn't understand what it was meant for!
It's to keep the body cold.
I feel frayed.
I feel like this isn't real. None of this is happening.
This is all too real in fact. Just too damn real. I can't wrap my head around it .
I don't understand this.

Why is a body being kept to stay alive even though it's given up?
How selfish are we to keep a body running artificially via ventilator just so someone who's not here can come to see that person one last time.
The soul is trapped inside a body that won't live and we're adamant to keep it!
I hate this lunacy.
Free the spirit. Let it be reborn or rest or whatever it is that it wants to do .

I'm unable to comprehend this.