Friday, 2 June 2017

enough for today

In desperate need to not do anything, so here I am, sitting at my desk, looking for distractions because some days are meant to be spent in an absent minded stupor.

I could write a poem, but don't feel energized enough. I could edit some pics and update my blog, but don't feel motivated enough.
there's a dearth of 'enough' today and maybe that means something.

There's a story I've been meaning to write, but can't tax my brains enough..

The only things I know I can do and want to is read something that'll numb me enough.

Sitting in this dour air of sombre cheerlessness, and wondering when will it ever be enough.. sigh, can't get over my pessimism today.

Could be the season change. the advent of summers in their most horrific humidity has me bothered..the fact that a piece of cheese began moulding in the fridge has me bothered, the fact that everything including my soul begins moulding in this humidity has me bothered.

What I wouldn't do for a really dry heat wave? well I'd do all sorts of things, beginning with doing absolutely nothing, as I'm resolved or rather resigned to do today.

Mayhaps watch a new anime I've downloaded..more on that later though..

but today, ah, today,Goddamn Friday!

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