One of the easier solutions is to coerce it deeper inside until it's compressed into a white dwarf of sorts and wait for it to turn into a blackhole, so it can start eating everything from within. Fun!!
Something about unexpected fever that makes you feel like you've been lying on train tracks getting run over by trains all night. Every molecule feels fractured..like my blood cells are leading some kind of a rebellion against my bones.
No reason for this fever either! No flu, cold or anything. 'Rest and take it easy' as I've been told, exactly the kind of things I hate being told.
I'll chill and take it easy when I want to take it easy. Bugger off until then.
What is it about high fever induced state of delirium that makes you want to rip out patronizing throats that ask you to calm or chill or relax or rest or anything. -like I said it's an unreasonably hysteric state.
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wanted to draw a lot today..and nothing in life comes easy..and that's exactly what happened.
I laughed myself into a state of restrained demented frustration when I realized that in order to start listening to 2nd installment of the 'first law series' audiobook (before they're hanged), I gotta finish the last couple chapters of the 'blade itself'. (they were annoyingly absent in the audiobook, as you're aware) So what do I do? I download the book and spend the next hour or so finishing the last chapters and only then I start on with my drawing and the new audiobook.
Now that's some cuckoo commitment.
So phew..that happened.
What I thought of drawing and what I ended up drawing are two completely different things. Like when you hop on a ferry but end up steering a parachute instead.
Fevered frenzy I guess..that or my brains have begun to ferment.
--thank god for those lovely things that get me through..while I tilt my head and touch the screen and let out a delighted little scream.
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