and now and this and that

The kind of hectic day where even the to-do list was on my to-do list.

Have you ever felt this way that when you're stressed and there's anxiety piling up, drinking coffee makes it even worse. Like the jitters get multiplied and it' all downhill from there.


Dear me.
This post was left unwritten while I attended work and now that I'm back, ready to leave in another fifteen minutes, I see it here, still, unposted.
Now, this just won't do.


Today has been a bit mad. Aye. it has.
But I've been listening to Arctic Monkeys.
Just the kind of music you want to listen to while driving when the hot world out burns with humidity and restlessness and the interiors of the car stay tundra, beguiling the heat out, keeping it cool and bright within.
Yes, Arctic monkeys are doing the trick.

t'day

I feel like an ant
fighting the world
while staying busy

weekend shabam

What's worse than living through weekdays?
having a busy weekend, and that's what exactly what the next few days looming over head look like.
I could compare them to a guillotine but my head won't be rolling out into a basket anytime soon, and even if it does there's going to be a ginormous smile on its face trying to hide the anguish of getting my head lopped off for no good reason, or maybe there is a good reason, but nothing justifies a decapitated body.

What am I even talking about?
Just that I might get mighty busy come tonight.
Tomorrow will begin early like any other weekday because there's someplace I needs be at a time that's considered appropriate waking up time on a Saturday.


Life I tell you..

Here here

I have to watch this episode 'going postal' now, because it looked so good..add to that the fact that the castings mentioned 'David Suchet' in it and what am I if not a fan.
he was the pivotal Hercule Poirot, the only Hercule Poirot that could ever be, not that hairy mess we say from the 'Murder on the Orient express' trailer.

Talk of eating away with one spoon, Today has felt like I've been trying to sip soup with a fork.

And I'm loathe to confess that today was spent on a 3.5 hour phone call with my brother. One of those three times a month long phone calls where we discuss everything from movies to politics to series to careers to gossips to bitching to business plans to hypothetical worlds to video games..in fact everything that could ever exist under the sun.

So yes, today was spent in just that along with other odds and ends.

Also I just finished drinking a soy milk banana and kiwi smoothie and let me tell you these flavours just didn't work.

blame the rains for everything

I'd been contemplating a bit of solo venturing out today. It'll have to wait though. It's raining, a rather sort of ferocious minuscule drops that don't wet the skin as much as sting.
Also taking out garbage for a quick second made me realize that I'll have to get a thicker jacket out now.
  And think of it really, why should I even step out? There's a cozy cocoon of warm insides of my house. Why would I trade that for a bit of light shopping that can be put off until tomorrow.

It's not even light shopping as much as it is aimlessly ogling at exotic bottles in specialty stores and arbitrarily picking them up.
I was in the mood to buy some nice cheese too.

Now all that shall wait while I nurse a hot cup of cocoa and read a book.

Writing, today?Hmm..
for all the thoughts on getting on with my writing I don't seem to be doing anything about it today.

Need an earlier start. I will. Monday.

Somehow if I start with a story I've gotta finish. If I leave it halfway through to pick up on it the next day, I lose the train of thoughts, and it shouldn't be that way.

I know, I've to change it.
I will. Monday :)

procrastination is not my master, but i don't mind slaving for it a bit.