Friday, 24 February 2023

I want to be anywhere but here

Here in the house.
Things are hard.
I'm making soup which is basically boiled vegetables blended to a purée and further strained as the condition of my FIL now only has him eating things through a tube and he's unconscious through it all.
I've been awake for too long.
My eyes are closing and my coordination isn't all that good but as things go one can't use that as an excuse and stay in a room while someone lays dying in another.
I don't know how to process this since I've never ever in my entire life been in this situation.
I'm not hardened enough.

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