I am depressed.
It's the same sort of stress that had befallen me sometime during this same timeline last year.
The reasons are also the same.
I feel crushed by a heavy feeling knowing how many loved ones, people I know, have known since I was a wee baby are fighting to stay alive.
I dread any message or phone call at this time. Times like these affect my hunger and I shun food because of how sick I feel for myriad reasons, stress being one of them.
I'm worried for everyone.
Can I just not think about it and make it go away?
News is the last thing I tune into and yet there is so much happening that news inadvertently reaches me and sinks my heart lower than where it already is.
I feel sad, angry, upset and helpless.
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