It was a leg day today and yet it's my arms that hurt.
Where have I been since last night?
I don't know, it's just I can't seem to juggle everything all at once and to think I thought I was so good at this.
Things have been mounting up and it's not like there's a lot for me to deal with, no there isn't, at least nothing out of the extraordinary and yet I am incapable of doing all that needs to be done in part due to my own unwillingness or laziness I'm loathed to confess.
I know there's work afoot, I know there are some vital issues pending, and I'm fully aware of my lagging behind on certain things I'd decided to finish and given myself a deadline and yet when I have the time to get done with it all I find myself averse to doing it because I keep justifying to myself that I need to be able to breathe a bit, to take out some time for me and why do I keep forgetting that all that I'm procrastinating is for me as well that it needs my time and that I belong to it as it does to me.
Acceptance comes slow and I write it here as a way of affirmation and confession.
Where have I been since last night?
I don't know, it's just I can't seem to juggle everything all at once and to think I thought I was so good at this.
Things have been mounting up and it's not like there's a lot for me to deal with, no there isn't, at least nothing out of the extraordinary and yet I am incapable of doing all that needs to be done in part due to my own unwillingness or laziness I'm loathed to confess.
I know there's work afoot, I know there are some vital issues pending, and I'm fully aware of my lagging behind on certain things I'd decided to finish and given myself a deadline and yet when I have the time to get done with it all I find myself averse to doing it because I keep justifying to myself that I need to be able to breathe a bit, to take out some time for me and why do I keep forgetting that all that I'm procrastinating is for me as well that it needs my time and that I belong to it as it does to me.
Acceptance comes slow and I write it here as a way of affirmation and confession.
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