Split me up

I have finally opened my eyes but after a gloom of sudden onslaught of migraine.
It came on all of a sudden and refused to budge until I popped a pill, and shut myself inside a cocoon of miseries.

Why must it be so?
Every two months or so, on a particular day it'll come over me like a scavenger picking at fresh flesh and leave me in an enervate state of exhaustion.
I long for lobotomy at these moments and I know what brought this on, I do.
It's the heat, the humidity and I don't want to say it over and over again but this weather isn't something my system can readily take.
I'm constantly sweating if I don't turn on the air conditioning and I seem to be drinking water the whole damn time.
I look exhausted almost and people wonder what's wrong with me.
It's most dispiriting and I'm thinking that perhaps I should keep the entire house air conditioned at all times.

I mean yeah I try to embrace the weather and open my windows and doors and leave for cross ventilation, but it doesn't help.
It gets hotter and muggier inside the house.
I keep wishing that whatever little flow of air that exists outside will work as a sort of salve to my airy house and bring about a measure of pleasantness except it turns into a sort of 'just doused furnace with a lot of water' weather and then I contemplate whether I should t bar all the windows and draw curtains and blinders until is dark and gloomy within.
Would that help?
Perhaps I'll try it tomorrow, because I just cannot deal with this right now.

Almost every year, I end up traveling back home around this time, and avoid this nonsensical humidity for a good long while..but this year I'm right at the epicentre and doesn't look like I'm budging much.

I hate headaches. I hate them with a vengeance, and off late migraine has been visiting me in the regular almost every couple months when a couple years back it had almost vanished for a good six months.
Ah well, what can you do?
Perhaps I'll see someone who can acupuncture this demon out of me.
Yeah, I mean I'm in China after all.
Sticking pins and needles in my nerve centres will surely help.
I don't mind looking like a pin cushion for a while if it's gonna cure this problematic migraine.

Dinner then!
Palak chholey, mixed veg, rice, roti and salad. A simple affair.
Sigh.