Classic Tuesday!
Couldn't finish my workout, didn't eat lunch on time, the photographs and recipes I'd planned are shelved until tomorrow and it's nearly time to get on with dinner.
It could have been avoided if I wanted but it was my mistake I couldn't ask my friend to leave and she had no pressing matters at hand either and she lives barely 100 metres from my house but I just couldn't get myself to ask her to leave.
Perhaps because she's almost 53 or because I'm too much of a wuss or maybe I was expecting her to take a hint but why would she? seeing how welcome she always is in my house and I did say 'no' when she asked me if I were busy.
So yes, my fault entirely!
no point blaming her and I'm not but I'm just mad at myself because I've lost an entire day, wasted it away and now I pity myself!
bloody ridiculous.
I need to reign my thoughts and get on with life and stop being an idiot for crying over something not in my hands anymore.
So the recipe and ensuing photographs (of hummus done various ways) have been postponed till tomorrow but that only means I need to get a headstart on tomorrow earlier than usual and stop being lazy.
Yes, I was lazy today and didn't wake up in the morning to make breakfast and slept right through kitty feeding and litter cleaning time because others were up and I thought what the heck and slept till much after 7 in the am which of course derailed a lot of my plans.
As a result, all my chores got postponed.
I was supposed to have been done with the small things around the kitchen and the house by then but it was much after nine that I ended up finishing and shortly after a circuit of cardio when I was about to strength train the doorbell rang and everything else is shitty history.
Ah, my nerves keep frying up and I need someone to kick me each time I lag on decisions for the day.
Couldn't finish my workout, didn't eat lunch on time, the photographs and recipes I'd planned are shelved until tomorrow and it's nearly time to get on with dinner.
It could have been avoided if I wanted but it was my mistake I couldn't ask my friend to leave and she had no pressing matters at hand either and she lives barely 100 metres from my house but I just couldn't get myself to ask her to leave.
Perhaps because she's almost 53 or because I'm too much of a wuss or maybe I was expecting her to take a hint but why would she? seeing how welcome she always is in my house and I did say 'no' when she asked me if I were busy.
So yes, my fault entirely!
no point blaming her and I'm not but I'm just mad at myself because I've lost an entire day, wasted it away and now I pity myself!
bloody ridiculous.
I need to reign my thoughts and get on with life and stop being an idiot for crying over something not in my hands anymore.
So the recipe and ensuing photographs (of hummus done various ways) have been postponed till tomorrow but that only means I need to get a headstart on tomorrow earlier than usual and stop being lazy.
Yes, I was lazy today and didn't wake up in the morning to make breakfast and slept right through kitty feeding and litter cleaning time because others were up and I thought what the heck and slept till much after 7 in the am which of course derailed a lot of my plans.
As a result, all my chores got postponed.
I was supposed to have been done with the small things around the kitchen and the house by then but it was much after nine that I ended up finishing and shortly after a circuit of cardio when I was about to strength train the doorbell rang and everything else is shitty history.
Ah, my nerves keep frying up and I need someone to kick me each time I lag on decisions for the day.
