Seriously ?

Who me?
Hating myself for waking up at 8 when I'd decided to wake up at 5:30 😹

Since people have arrived the waking up in the morning to feed cats and all the little morning things are now being done by them which gives me time to not wake up.
The sweetest sleep that I somehow experience between the morning time after 5 is better than my entire night and also I am lazy, too lazy to dramatically throw away duvets and hurtle into the cold world.
I need some sort of intervention.
I did a pep talk to myself last night and it didn't work.

I need to be desperate now, desperate enough to not want to sleep any longer.
Ugh.
I need to be better.