Tuesday, 28 February 2023

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Morning and I woke up with a headache. It feels like some headache switch was turned on last night and it kept blinking all through the night as I slept and every time I woke up for a drink of water the headache slapped me with its presence like a migraine entity.
Like a foolish optimist I kept thinking it will be gone once I wake up but of course I barely slept with a red light blaring at the back of my head and a hammering throb in my senses.

I woke up looking like a boiled egg left to get run over by a truck in the middle of the road.

Made tea and looked around for some banana to eat before a medicine but somehow I couldn't find any.
Made do with a few coconut biscuits.
Had a medicine. Now I'm sipping tea and I know within the hour my headache would be all gone.
I know the trigger for this and I shouldn't have been so callous despite knowing what I was doing wrong.

My aim is to not get a headache for the entire month of March!

Let's see if we can do it.
I am going to steadfastly avoid every trigger I know which sometimes despite knowing I still end up doing.

My day here begins.
it feels a bit like labour camp here.
I mean I'm perfectly happy doing all the chores at home but I do not like to do them here because the entire aura of everything amplifies my horrible mood and everything is triggering.

On a happier note my little ones seem to be doing well and look quite happy as they play all over. I keep checking on them via camera :)

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