Every 10 minutes I feel that this might be the right time to go and look for my babies and every time I return home disappointed and in a worse shape than ever.
I am so upset with myself and worried about the little ones.
They're not responding to my pleas if they're listening and they're mostly certainly too elusive for my eyes.
I am kicking myself for overlooking this slight on our home security preparation for cats and still can't come to terms with the fact that just last night I was pampering them on my lap and suddenly today they're not home.
I keep being told 'don't worry they'll return' and I wish this sentence did enough to uplift me.
It's not working and I am overwhelmed.
As it is I've been stressed and exhausted with the new house and it's not even set up yet and I can't do it all on my own and yet I'm overworking myself to a point where I get so fatigued and mentally extinguished that I make mistakes like not locking the back door and thinking it okay just because it was shut.
I mean come on!!
I am so angry I could break.
Just took a medicine for my headache and now I need to eat something cuz I've not eaten a bite nor even had my morning tea .
Running on a half glass of water and fear for my babies.
I have cried more than I've sweated today.
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