Diwali for me has always been a very depressing day since as far back as I can remember and I don't know the root cause of it but it's sure something psychological.
I've disliked Diwali and always felt off, low and lonely and this feeling grew a lot more during my last year in school and ever since I've just not been able to celebrate Diwali with much heart at all.
It somehow always makes me feel very disconnected, angry and stupidly annoyed and though I wasn't hating it as much this time around it did nothing to abate the hollow forlorn disassociation I always feel on this day.
This too shall pass as they say and so it will.
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