Bzzz

Too much caffeine..gah!
I can feel my soul twitching. No more sleep this millennia. Yay!

Perhaps my coffee drinking routine is more of a routine than a necessity and it needs be rectified. Can't have this silly dementia all the time..I mean sometimes is fine, but every Time? No!
Just because I'm used to drinking it everyday at 4:30 doesn't mean I have to drink it. See, this is a problem with living life like a bloody time table. You never realize when you become the time table. Something like the matrix. Gods, I need a red pill..but a blue one would be fine too, would that I were a man. Which I'm not and thank heavens for that.
How does it even feel being a man I ask you?

Having to pee standing up, with a snake like thing coiling out of your pants. Isn't that creepy. I mean it gets hard and then goes soft and sometimes just won't go hard and sometimes won't stay soft and never springs to action when one needs it.
Add to that woes of not having to behave like a chauvinist when clearly one has no clue how to not be one because I guess men are programmed to be men and a thousand curses at that. Must be hard trying to be nice, when really you just want to feel biologically inclined instead of what has been artificially fed to you all these years via societal constructs and social media and other such bullshits!

Mirroring much like how women feel and are supposed to be.
I mean look at all the crap women have to deal with. Foremost being men!
To live a life in a see saw act with another person and balancing the fuck out of it, while really all you want to do is tear off your clothes, maul some bodies, rub blood all over yourself and wander around wild, without having to bother with makeup and matching bags with shoes and cellulite or stretch marks or motherhood or periods.
Sigh, I'm feeling all kinds of nostalgic. Invoking the cave woman within, clubbing things, drawing on walls, eating raw meat, fucking tree stumps. I'm sure they did that, and if they didn't they should have. What good are tee stumps anyway?

It's difficult being either of the sexes which is why one is better off being a dog or a bitch or even a cat.
Now cats are fine!