Morning and I get mailers from travel sites and updates from friends about their travels and where they will be holidaying, since a lot of tropical spots are in season.
I feel awful about everything. About not vacationing and not even feeling like it, about not knowing where the fuck my life is taking me, about hosting myself a pity party every couple days.
With the upcoming national holidays here in China that last up to a week I don't remember ever staying home but that has since changed.
Traveling in this environment at this time in this country is most dangerous because one never knows which tourist spot, which city, which province might simply shut down if there is as much as one covid positive case and I don't want to stay shut down, not anymore!
This holiday, I'm going to have to stay put, stay shut at home! Spend time with my cats, restrict movement because the dynamic covid policy is still very much in effect and people are going to travel manically in this holiday season. We all know where that leads us.
I'm going to buy groceries in bulk, cat food and litter and stay home.
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