My day started off pretty shit and it's going to be as bad the entire day today, I guess.
So much for my birthday.
I'm not in a good mood at all, on top of all that there's a stupid drone I'm stuck with which I literally want to throw against the wall and watch it shatter, maybe that'll make me happy.
I'm upset because I can't believe I am living with someone I'm not very happy with.
It's not just about the gift. Presents are nothing, it's everything else that I've been thinking about and the more I think the more I want to get out of this whole mess.
I just want to pack my bags and leave, leave everything including my pets.
Sometimes I'm just bitter and angry and I feel that all that I wish and want I get only a fragment of it and it doesn't satisfy me at all.
Even my vpn isn't working today.
I have to upload stuff.
I'm just pissed off .
The reservations I made at the Japanese restaurant are useless because people have made grander plans and so it's their plans that we will stick to, not mine because why?
It's my birthday but it's up to someone else to keep me happy! Apparently. I want everything as I want and that doesn't happen when it's two people because you gotta be able to manage everything so that there's no chance of bitterness, no matter how bitter you're feeling on the inside.
If I get anymore upset I'm going to get the fuck out of my house and celebrate my birthday alone by damaging my bank balance and getting drunk and eating at five different places.
I'm so angry I could tear a new asshole into someone .
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