The forever ghastly

Today and Saturday
There was a wee run to the superstore that keeps my cats' favourite food and from there I bought some essentials (dishwasher etc) that were needed.
People wanted to visit another store which is strictly only for specialty food and nothing besides and I put a spanner in the plan cuz I didn't think anything more was needed.
I should have Guessed people really wanted to go there cuz I was asked about three times and each time I said 'we don't need anything else' and so we came home.
I went back to my study to edit stuff and came downstairs after a couple hours to find hungry cats and an absent spouse.
The car was gone.
What did that mean?
He left for the speciality store!
It's never my policy to call up people and ask their whereabouts but today, for some reason, with the PMS in full swing and my mood beginning to rupture I called people!

Of course he was aware why I called him and to allay my annoyance people said that they'd come to the store to buy those mackerels I really like!

What?? Such absolute garbage for a vegetarian to be actually bothered about my need for mackerels??
Of course he wasn't there for my mackerels but that's the excuse because anything else would put him six feet under.
Bah!
I slammed down the phone.
I can't.
I cannot.
Let's see what mackerels he picks out ! He doesn't even exactly know what that is.

Feels

Can somebody please just make me some splendid fried chicken served with a side of salad and a glass of wine and wash the dishes later?

I am still trying

Why did I go into the rabbit hole of a crime library that somehow detoured towards Hollywood misconducts which then routed me towards an asshole of the internet where I found stuff about Armie Hammer. 

Maybe I was living under a rock (which I was happily), but somehow I missed this scandal that passed a couple years ago involving the actor Armie Hammer and honestly I don't recall watching his movies except Facebook movie and that guy has a serious problem. 

If you thought our stuff was intense and crazy then please be humbled. 

There's more madness about him wanting to eat the skin off his girl friend after she's cooked it for him, and using her blood as lube for anal, but I put this screenshot cuz I mean excuse me! 

Please find an asylum and quarantine. 

:)

People are watching TV 

My camera is in the way 

No one doing anything about it 

Rant

I think one of my drawbacks in life is that I cannot make fried food. Not least because I find it unhealthy but also because it's too cumbersome for me and I have begun to believe that maybe in some aspects I am lazy.

Lazy because I don't know what I'd do with all the leftover oil and if I'm a frequent fryer there's be too much leftover oil and it's not easy to keep getting rid of it.
Moreover I buy some big bottle of refined oil for frying purposes and it sits forgotten for months.
It takes me close to a year to go through a five ltr bottle of refined oil cuz I I just don't fry up anything!
I mean I do. But maybe about once or twice a month, and I find it such a battle too.
Agh!

So confused

One of my friend who I thought was utterly sane apparently freezes flavoured ice cubes .
It's like I don't know who this person is anymore.
She's at the deep end of cuckoo and I can't help but purse my lips.
Cuz, I mean putting edible flowers in rose shaped trays and filling with sprite????
Putting little raspberries (so expensive in India) and covering with orange juice to get a twin tone effect.
That's an unforgivable waste of delicious berries that she probably gets from some import shop. I don't know. I mean maybe use some seasonal fruit like jamun or jujube ?

Why did this happen? It's like do I even know people anymore?

Dumpling salad

Who me? 

Lunching 

And you?