Speaking of ink pots isn't this the cutest one ever.
Thursday, 16 December 2021
Escalation blasé
That I mistook 7 in the morning for 4 in the AM just goes on to show how absolutely dull, grey and overcast today is.
It's been raining since last night and the combination of wet and cold is probably one of my least favourites.
Everything feels clammy and grimy.
The bedsheets felt like they've not dried properly, the floor felt like it's been recently mopped and the whole ambience inside the house is something like a wet cave that doesn't get cleaned out!
This after having cleaned my entire house today and mopping it twice over. Once wet and once dry and yet the grey darkness infiltrating my casa lends it a ridiculous dampness which I cannot stand.
Now having tea in my balcony which although cold is the only bright spot in my house without artificial lighting.
When in the morning I am running about the house, doing things for everyone, I realise how little gets done for me.
Only once I'm through with everyone do I get time to give myself a cup of tea. Tea!! Something so basic in every household, something just had each morning without a second thought is a luxury for my mornings and I wonder why I shouldn't first give myself what I need before going about doing things for everyone else?!
It's in between my chores that I'm sipping my mug of water, it's in between feeding my cats that I steal a moment to eat a banana in the morning.
I think I should start my mornings the way I want before starting them for others.
I find myself fading into pages of someone else's books when I'm a fucking library of my own!
It's been raining since last night and the combination of wet and cold is probably one of my least favourites.
Everything feels clammy and grimy.
The bedsheets felt like they've not dried properly, the floor felt like it's been recently mopped and the whole ambience inside the house is something like a wet cave that doesn't get cleaned out!
This after having cleaned my entire house today and mopping it twice over. Once wet and once dry and yet the grey darkness infiltrating my casa lends it a ridiculous dampness which I cannot stand.
Now having tea in my balcony which although cold is the only bright spot in my house without artificial lighting.
When in the morning I am running about the house, doing things for everyone, I realise how little gets done for me.
Only once I'm through with everyone do I get time to give myself a cup of tea. Tea!! Something so basic in every household, something just had each morning without a second thought is a luxury for my mornings and I wonder why I shouldn't first give myself what I need before going about doing things for everyone else?!
It's in between my chores that I'm sipping my mug of water, it's in between feeding my cats that I steal a moment to eat a banana in the morning.
I think I should start my mornings the way I want before starting them for others.
I find myself fading into pages of someone else's books when I'm a fucking library of my own!
Wednesday, 15 December 2021
Phew
Who me?
Not had a moments peace, so much so that people volunteered to cook dinner upon seeing my dead face.
I'm not fatigued, but most definitely swamped, what with one thing or another.
Ugh.
Now I sip on some ginger lemon tea with honey and watch arcane.
Not had a moments peace, so much so that people volunteered to cook dinner upon seeing my dead face.
I'm not fatigued, but most definitely swamped, what with one thing or another.
Ugh.
Now I sip on some ginger lemon tea with honey and watch arcane.
Heh
A friend sent me this message yesterday which I saw today and now I'm wondering if that jacket really is quite something. :)
What in the food shift
Say one thing about my appetite says it's been amiss ever since that Indian food night.
My taste buds feel numb and my stomach isn't hungry the usual way.
I don't feel the need or craving for food like I did a week ago and this could also be a pitfall of changed weather, since this issue along with insomnia and cluster headaches go hand in hand during a weather shift for me, I, however want to blame this on the food I ate on Saturday night which was just the most horrible Indian food I've had.
How does an Indian restaurant make a food that belongs to their own country so shamelessly hideous that it has literally given me nausea.
I thought if I shouldn't have some spicy soup but somehow I don't want anything spicy. I want bland stuff, anything which doesn't have strong flavours and this is such an oddity!
Ugh!
I am baking some potatoes that I will eat with a couple boiled eggs and some shrimps.
My taste buds feel numb and my stomach isn't hungry the usual way.
I don't feel the need or craving for food like I did a week ago and this could also be a pitfall of changed weather, since this issue along with insomnia and cluster headaches go hand in hand during a weather shift for me, I, however want to blame this on the food I ate on Saturday night which was just the most horrible Indian food I've had.
How does an Indian restaurant make a food that belongs to their own country so shamelessly hideous that it has literally given me nausea.
I thought if I shouldn't have some spicy soup but somehow I don't want anything spicy. I want bland stuff, anything which doesn't have strong flavours and this is such an oddity!
Ugh!
I am baking some potatoes that I will eat with a couple boiled eggs and some shrimps.
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