Monday, 12 September 2016

Dreams a doozy

A series of scary dreams that were somehow pleasant: 

In was living on a stretch of land, inlaid with beautiful sandstone tiles, and I don't think there was a house apart from the couple stairs that formed the entire stretch of brown and red floor. 
The beauty of this place was that it was right next to the ocean, and when I say right next, I mean if I walked down the two stairs, I'd be standing on sea rocks and the waves would stealthily wet my feet. 
 One day while chatting with some people (no doubt my family?) sitting on the stairs, looking at the sea, I suddenly saw the sea begin to billow and become strangely gigantic. It started throwing up enormous waves. 
Every minute the waves that formed in front of us would stand to such heights, as if it were a wall, and then come crashing down on the rocks, without ever reaching us. 

Each new wave assumed a more gargantuan stance than the last and crashed with a deafening spasm against the rocks, spattering the word with saline showers. 
I was taking pictures. Repeatedly. 
Then this one wave, it looked so large as to engulf the skies, and stood there for a a minute, before falling..breaking into dewy smithereens and disappearing into its watery bed. 
Seemed like it was a stationary tsunami, cuz the waves never reached my stretch of land. 

This dream was so real, each wave that I saw was so glossy with azure blue and bottle green water, that I almost reached out to touch it. 
I actually checked my phone to see if there were any pictures. 
Hah! 
I couldn't believe it were a dream, and oh how disappointed I was to wake up on my usually bed of creased sheets instead of the tar black rocks. 

Lily morn

Monday morning..a million misses 

Friday, 9 September 2016

Feed the felines

Word gets around pretty quick here..the feline connection is strong 


Delicioso


I don't know the name of this cat, or where it comes from, but has started showing up on the doorstep pretty often. A little scared and extremely cautious, but waits outside the door, or greets downstairs with a soft purr and a quick leg rub. 








eye of the tiger

Dreamt I was in 8th grade and had forgotten my section. Was it A or B? then I remembered that I was in VIII-B

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Friday..it's warm out, but with a chill.

For the past month. I have seriously lapsed on my work out routines; in fact to be very honest, I haven't really worked out as much as I'd liked to. Didn't go running much, didn't stick to my exercise schedules. Yeah, I did diddly squat, and not even the squats.
Shite, I feel horrible about this.

I've just been lazy, and greedy.

Hopefully that'll change from today.
I've planned out a complete schedule which includes a full body workout routine from home and I'll club it with running/jogging.
Need to go out running at least 3 times a week + light weight training + full body cardio workout and hopefully I'll be set.. I'm not joining any gym, cuz I end up getting too obsessed with going to the gym, and it's so exhausting.

There was no need for me to write all this here, but it's like affirmations. The weather has gotten better, it's not hot and therefore no excuses, cuz fuck excuses and fuck flab.

Flab IS my biggest fear along with a zero muscle tone body. Gotta keep these demons out of our way.

haha, vanity..I tell you.
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Finished watching a couple tv series and anime's, and ah books too.. but all these deserve a separate blog post. soon..



Breaks on the double fast

Breaking fast, because breaking bad is just so passé 

Paprika tinted egg white omelette with asparagus..but wait for it..

Unfold, and find crumbled blue cheese now melting and oozing. 





the chore challice

Waking up with a single minded pursuit and fueling that feeling, turning it into an overzealousness frantic madness by thinking it over and over as you have your morning glass of water, fruit and tea.

A one track quest to clean your house, and not just clean it in the ordinary sense, but transform yourself into a human equivalent of vacuum cleaner -cum duster- cum mop-cum broom-cum scrub and renew the house from its very core.

From scrubbing windows and glass things to a mirror shine to replacing moth balls and moisture absorbing polymer beads in your closet.

From changing bed linen to changing curtains.

From giving your porcelain wares and china a baking soda bath to sunning winter clothes.

Here's to replacing your morning solace with a set of strenuous chores.

Done and dusted. Took about 3-4 hours and I have lived this day to the fullest, and man am I tired. Can this be an excuse to not work out today? I wish.

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ah, how the blood maroon brings out the serenity of lovely almond eyes.

sans sleep

That time of the night
when try as hard as you might
not a drop of sleep
flows through sands of time 
waiting for tar black ink 
to tattoo the insides of your lids
with promising zzzz's

wide awake 
smearing stars with open eyes
suspended in bulbous liquid globes
of tomorrow and tonight
counting sheep
yawns make you weep

responding to quaking aches from galaxies of another life
floating in astronomical anthology of past present and future
vanishing past a deadline
baiting dreams in cosmic shrine