Saturday, 3 January 2026

Tufts of bits

A bit of stuff
I am recuperating at home, doing nothing strenuous and feeling lazy to do anything.
The weather is bleak and snowy.

I am a few hours from finishing the last book of the ash and sand trilogy by Richard Nell 'kings of heaven' and already sad it will end.

I have started reading the second book which is the sequel of Talonsister that is 'titanchild' and haven't yet got into the full force of reading yet because I'm home and people are also home and there's always some series playing on television until midnight.

This is a bit of an unwinding lounging holiday that both of us are relaxing in.

I have begun a new crochet project and I have to find time in between doing nothing to do it.

I have become lazy as I said.

Also I feel relief. Like a big weight has rolled off my chest. The whole surgery issue had been weighing on me since I was told about it and brain being that deceptive little idiotic mass of goo that it is loves to spiral and whisper into my ears all the things that can go wrong and for a past few months, I think since August, I had been preoccupied with being so distressed that I was ready to do anything to take my mind off it which is why perhaps I got into crocheting, since it blanks out my head, stop any thoughts from entering and helps me recalibrate.

Maybe I'll step out and do a bit of grocery shopping now. Making a list.

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