No

There is no update on the group chat about hope. I don't think anyone cares.
I've shown her image to hundreds by now. They just shake their hands. Some say they will inform me and some just nod from afar.
Today I spent an entire afternoon scanning the cctv camera closest to my house to see if she could have gone from a particular place and there is no trace of her.
Which means she is somewhere behind the house.
My only worry is that she might have jumped the fence and gone on the roads. Slim chance but you never know.
I have however the last few days everyday scanned the backside of the roads, screamed her name in bushes, walked through thick foliage around walkways, hurt myself, got allergies and to no avail.
I keep telling myself that hope would never jump the fence knowing how non adventurous she is in such matters.
I know she would never go on the roads but after 3 days I will believe anything.
There's not a peep from her. Not a single meow.
If she was nearby would she not have returned to eat?
At this stage I just want to know if she is doing okay. Maybe she doesn't want to return to the house. That's alright but at least be well baby girl.

I feel I have no longer any right to remain happy . I feel guilty for doing anything other than looking for her.
Food doesn't pass down my throat and I feel ready to throw up at the mere thought of food.
I don't know why and where she is.
I feel hopeless.