Moments

There's an insatiable anger inside of me that draws hate from my everyday and something happened yesterday that triggered it in a way that it now wants to bubble out. 

I have no space for negativity in my life but the darkness is inside and I feel the advent of a very depressive phase coming to me and I think I had left that a few years ago. 

Maybe I need to supplement with B12 again. 

I don't know what's the problem. 

My every moment feels like a fucking meltdown. 

I want to cry and throw things around and scratch at everyone's face.