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Is this a strange sensation I feel
It's painful
Am I falling in love
This is silly
I'm being silly
I feel anxious
Dizzy and angry
I don't want this and yet I do because it's warm. I want it to wash over me
I want to drown in it
I want to not stop feeling it
And yet it makes me empty
This has to end
It's a phase surely
It can't last
Once I'm back to life as I know
I want to feel this for a while