What is it about Thursday that leaves me feeling tainted enough to gouge someone's eyes out!
To think I started the day on a nice note and now for some reason I feel like getting in a fight.
Ugh!
Let's see I was going to make someone feel better but instead I got rubbed off the wrong way and somehow that sickness is smeared all over me now.
Not that it was the intention I'm guessing but I'm always an eager ear to listen to aches and pains if there be and totally there to 'empathize', but somewhere in that labyrinthine emotion of listening to half hearted ramblings I begin feeling if there is even some intention to talk or say anything?
I mean I'm here to listen but I don't like to stay sitting looking at someone not interested in either talking or hurting.
I'm not selfish, most certainly not and in fact I want to be a helpful listener instead of being a bored tourist on the screen!
I'm not one for incumbent talks, there's nothing mandatory between us and I'd rather have you tell me that you're too out of it to talk and that you want to maybe just listen or actually talk to me, tell me everything you're feeling in a way that doesn't make me feel like I'm an obligation.
I hate feeling like a furniture in a room that has to be dealt with or just be with.
I think we have our spouses to fulfill that duty.
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