A few deets

But how is it almost 10 and I haven't even had my tea yet seeing how I've been awake for four hours now?
Oh yes, chores.
How could I forget about it?
The day starts and so does life which is a bit of a drag because in this extremely cold weather when the insides of the house feel like ice slabs I still haven't started my heaters and maybe in a few days I will, waking up seems to be the most excruciating exercise in practising will power.
How am I just expected to toss away my toasty duvet and spring to life?
How am I supposed to feel calm walking out of the bedroom into a new world of drudgeries waiting for me in a list like manner that begins from cleaning the kitty litter to arranging last nights utensils to fixing food and grooming the house after which I begin with my life which at this point I'm unable to exactly point out what it actually is.
All I need is a moment to myself and now that it's Thursday and I see not much on the horizon in a way of doing things outside so today m, I shall sit on my machine and get twerking with my fingers.
There's a story that needs finishing and I hate that I couldn't finish it before I left and now it's stuck and it's been two months so I am going to write it now and get on along with things that have to be done.

Also, next week I'm going to start with clicking pictures for my book and getting on with the recipes, and for that I need to get some things in order and pick up some ingredients.

There's just so much left in the middle and when you're gone it doesn't simply disappear, it stays waiting for you to come back and by the heavens I am going to set up a deadline for myself and get things done!
I hope, but then I will.

Also, the cat's operation is day after and I am verging a bit on panic attack mode and so once that is totally cleared up and I am left with nothing to worry about, my heart will be in a much better place to get working.

To tea then.