Wander

In the nights I wander
on yellowed pages of backlit screen
cuz they adjusted in time,
switching to night mode
the bright white toned down to a comfortable off white
to help me cruise
a virtual vagabond

in the nights I wander
down the stairs
into the hall
groping for a switch
to find a fridge
and a bottle of water

In the nights I wander
with my musings
and made up scenarios
of life like I like it to be
where love is easy and forthcoming

In the nights I wander
in front of a full length mirror
worried, delirious
whether I've gained weight
or lost shape
how's my hair and my face

In the nights I wander
in a series of tosses
and many turns
all over my bed
looking for cool spots
burrowing in pillows
disguised as blankets