:(

As I deep cleaned the house today I had cranked out my Bluetooth headphones and was listening to 'red seas under red skies' and cleaning has never felt so fun, but just as I was dusting baking soda over vinegar in the bathroom sink 'Ezri' the love interest of 'Jean' died in an attempt to save everyone's life and as I scrubbed the ceramic surface to a glimmer I bawled and sobbed my eyes out.
Their love arc was so utterly beautiful, so heart wrenching perfect and then she died and it was so fucking sad.
I've not been this sad in a while and I cried for a good hour through the entire episode of her death and Jean's mourning and 'locke's' final words.
Today the house is clean and the floor for sure must be salty with my tears mixed in.
I'm so sad.