Arghhh

So there is a kid's birthday in the group that's quarantining here and her parents want to order a birthday cake which is against the policy of quarantining SOP.
So they're asking the hotel chef to make a cake and that is not possible since the hotel cook or chef or whatever has no idea about making cakes and so the entire fucking group in the group chat is trying to assuage the hurt feelings of the parents and their little baby girl who has turned 3 and everyone and their mother is wishing her a happy birthday and what not and everyone's like you're a little star, and sweet baby bla bla and the parents of the little girl in question are getting her to record thank you messages in her baby voice and posting it and honestly I have cringed right back into a shell, and if I had a fucking shotgun I would have knocked on every door of the room of the people that have been wishing this kid and put a bullet through them.
I don't know why I feel like going on a murderous rampage sometimes and just doing stuff without thinking of any consequences.
I think I shouldn't get off my meds for now.