Flights and thoughts

Guess who has successfully flown around the city park today?
I didn't know I would be able to rage fly that stupid drone and after a few trials and errors, or rather many errors I was able to fly the damn thing and it was alright I guess.
Seeing the top of so many heads and empty skies was okay I think but definitely not something that ha some clapping my hands in joy.
Maybe if this was just something that wasn't a part of a gift and just another gadget to have fun with I'd have enjoyed it more, but the fact that it led to a series of meltdowns makes me hate it.

The only issue was that I had no SD card in it cuz I don't have micro SD cards lying about my house and that drone didn't come with one .

Apparently it wasn't a very common gadget and I was actually asked by many people about it. It was all very triggering and I literally wanted to tell them how much I hated it, but since it's my birthday present I'm stuck with it and I'm just flying this damn thing out of spite and annoyance.
The good thing was that the said park was only a few subway stations away and because it was good weather I didn't mind a bit of train travel whatsoever.
So now I'm back, the mini drone is now discharged and I am still pissed.

My work has suffered because of the vpn and tomorrow I'm going to be clicking some more pics for a new recipe.

I'm thinking that by next year before I leave for the Chinese holiday vacations my recipes should have reached a 50 mark. I'm still on my 35th and it's not going as fast as I'd like.

I can feel the insomnia coming in 3..2..1

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As if everything has to now be rectified I'm being coaxed to go out for Japanese today because people want to eat light food tonight. Such favours bestowed upon me.
Sighs.
Should I not find a hatchet and make a clean cut of it all?
Sometimes I feel like I want nothing to do with marriage anymore.
Maybe I wasn't built for it.
Talk about wrong people in wrong places.