Today till now

I'm faking colours in my life. Hah. It's like affirmations really. Or maybe not. I don't care. Is been a rough few days, too much work.

And worst of all, stepping out of the house every goddamn day. The weather is warm, cool, warm, hot, sizzling, sunny, pleasant, blistering, odd. 

Had gone to the post office today (Gol Dak khana), and it's as kafkaesque as it gets. 

Totally surreal, and oddly romantic. 

(I never thought the insides of such an efficient system looked so rustic creak)

Felt like a philatelic freak today..and these aren't the stamps I want to lick, still in each life some rain must fall..and I've been fending tornadoes for a while. 

Lack of sleep and wedding work, multiplied by cat catastrophe, liberally supplemented by the sads can be a terrible thing. Nay, ..its woeful. 

I've a crick in my neck, and feel like a broken puppet with minimal head movements and exaggerated joker like smile. 

The crick that started as ignorable ache is now massive. To the point that I had to pop in a painkiller, but still it persists. 

 

I should rest I know, but I'd rather be exhausted numb.amnesiac. I wish j had amnesia.