Wednesday, 31 December 2025
Fin
Finished my scarf
Looks like a flag
Now I'm waiting for a bunch of yarn I've ordered online. They're all recycled cotton yarns and I want to make a lovely throw for the couch, not least because I get to practise lots of stitches and understand this art better.
Tuesday, 30 December 2025
Also
Who me ?
Lying in bed
Unwinding after a long day
Anesthésia can make one woozy and I'm better now but I don't feel like staying vertical cuz then I start fixing the house and cleaning. I want to lie down for a bit.
Yes, everything's fine
I'm well
All is good
💓
Ugh
Hospital gown chic
Today I have a minor intervention as the gynaecologist calls it. Fingers crossed 🤞
Do I look stressed? I am. I hate hospitals.
Today I have a minor intervention as the gynaecologist calls it. Fingers crossed 🤞
Do I look stressed? I am. I hate hospitals.
Sunday, 28 December 2025
Saturday, 27 December 2025
Friday, 26 December 2025
Un or une
I do not know the gender of a 'brookie'
And so I ordered une brookie, to which the seller immediately responded oui, un brookie. I should just ask for two of everything.
Je voudrais deux brookie !!
And so I ordered une brookie, to which the seller immediately responded oui, un brookie. I should just ask for two of everything.
Je voudrais deux brookie !!
I mean okay
I watched avatar and I don't think they need to make another sequel, not least because it's always the same story repeating itself. Someone's trying to prove themselves, fighting enemies, getting doubted, while being treated as outsiders, but everyone comes together etc etc.
This movie was one hour too long.
This movie was one hour too long.
Thursday, 25 December 2025
Hair pull
There's this tiniest drop of delicious romance in 'talonsister' and it's so good.
Ah I'm fretting over it, I'm crying. Argh I need love in my life.
Why do I have an animated statue? Where's the maniac desire, the flush of love, the passionate hug, the never ending kiss, the dewy eyes, the strong arms around my flesh??
Why do I have to do everything for myself ??? 😭
Ah I'm fretting over it, I'm crying. Argh I need love in my life.
Why do I have an animated statue? Where's the maniac desire, the flush of love, the passionate hug, the never ending kiss, the dewy eyes, the strong arms around my flesh??
Why do I have to do everything for myself ??? 😭
Stuff
I ran out of yarn and so it's going to be a two tone scarf.
Have ordered a dozen yarns for a project blanket which I will commence once the yarns reach me.
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Portugal trip is done and I sit in my warm living room surrounded my little blobs of fur who're only too happy we are back.
I have a vlog to edit which I will start maybe tomorrow.
Other than that, wow it's freezing here. Portugal was pleasant when sunny and cold when raining but here, it's icy! The moment I got off the flight I was hit by an icicle of teething wind and my feet have not warmed since .
Perhaps tonight I shan't sleep in my slip of a night dress and maybe wear a tee on top.
Apparently last night the overzealous babes were so happy to see us they made it a point to sleep on the bed, so much so that I was hanging out of the covers and spent my night cold on my left side as my duvet was all but encroached.
Wednesday, 24 December 2025
Tuesday, 23 December 2025
Monday, 22 December 2025
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Saturday, 20 December 2025
Lil tings
I love this Portuguese sweet called salame de chocolate. It's like chocolate something with bits of biscuits?
Friday, 19 December 2025
Wednesday, 17 December 2025
A bit of stuff
These are olives
Olive trees are the most common trees here, growing everywhere you look , however you can't just pluck an olive and plonk it in your mouth cuz they taste like earwax. A natural défense against birds etc. These need to be brined to taste how they usually taste. But seeing a million olives fallen to the roads, crushed under foot and tyre made me feel sad.
Also I have quit eating 🐙 octopus.
Tuesday, 16 December 2025
It’s raining and I’m drunk
Just outed myself right now by singing the 'glo friends' song which people then made fun of me for it, saying I watched toddler shite.
I don't know why I know of glo friends but I remember watching them in Goa.
I don't know why I know of glo friends but I remember watching them in Goa.
Ola
I am
In my room
After a huge dinner which was delicious
It's not even 20:00
Most shops are shut
It's the lean season you see
It rained a bit and it's windy out
I'm drinking wine
Eating chips even though I had a large dinner
I'm happy
In my room
After a huge dinner which was delicious
It's not even 20:00
Most shops are shut
It's the lean season you see
It rained a bit and it's windy out
I'm drinking wine
Eating chips even though I had a large dinner
I'm happy
Monday, 15 December 2025
Sunday, 14 December 2025
Saturday, 13 December 2025
Surf
The weather is sunny the wind is cool.
I'm in a city called Faro, and something about this place, this environment this weather makes me relax
Friday, 12 December 2025
I have thoughts
Who me?
Drinking tea
Thinking of ways to finish the few mushrooms still lingering in the fridge before I leave
Feeling sad about putting Nemo in a cat boarding house, etc
I finished my small cat blanket yesterday.
Pictures to follow
And I'm sad that won't be able to crochet when I'm in Portugal? Why? Will I be busy?
Should I take some material with me?
Should I crochet on the flight?
Or should I just keep at my hook which I feel like I don't know when to put down?
For some reason I have packed my bathing suit knowing well that it will not be warm enough to dunk myself in the ocean but my lord my first stay (Faro) is in a seaside villa and it is only logical that I at the very least try to let the waves wash over? No?
Right then.
I've things to do before I fuck off
Drinking tea
Thinking of ways to finish the few mushrooms still lingering in the fridge before I leave
Feeling sad about putting Nemo in a cat boarding house, etc
I finished my small cat blanket yesterday.
Pictures to follow
And I'm sad that won't be able to crochet when I'm in Portugal? Why? Will I be busy?
Should I take some material with me?
Should I crochet on the flight?
Or should I just keep at my hook which I feel like I don't know when to put down?
For some reason I have packed my bathing suit knowing well that it will not be warm enough to dunk myself in the ocean but my lord my first stay (Faro) is in a seaside villa and it is only logical that I at the very least try to let the waves wash over? No?
Right then.
I've things to do before I fuck off
Monday, 24 November 2025
I can’t
There are people who have DNF'd the devils. Because they found it silly?
What's wrong with people?
I think it's the same people who don't like first law series much. I read about someone who kept taking about how everyone else loves it but they cannot digest the idea of the entire trope.
What??
What's wrong with people?
I think it's the same people who don't like first law series much. I read about someone who kept taking about how everyone else loves it but they cannot digest the idea of the entire trope.
What??
Sunday, 23 November 2025
The me now
I am
Full of pizza
Unhappy with the weather
Sitting with Sheru
Stressed about Meera's wound
Looking for Nemo
Drinking hot orange black tea
Hoping for a good high after a small edible
Down with the crimson tide
Missing thee
Full of pizza
Unhappy with the weather
Sitting with Sheru
Stressed about Meera's wound
Looking for Nemo
Drinking hot orange black tea
Hoping for a good high after a small edible
Down with the crimson tide
Missing thee
Tuesday, 18 November 2025
Monday, 17 November 2025
The long and long of it
Time: 00:48
I am awake
Silly of me to forget about caffeine sensitivity and dunk myself in a litre of soothing green teas as the weather today took a turn for the worse, in that it was the first freezing day of this season.
That I wasn't the only one feeling this shift was remarked upon by my cats who took to hibernating today.
Even the most energetic of my babes that is Sheru who makes it his business to do at least 40k steps every day by walking around the house and being an omnipresent tuft of orange entity was curled in fitful sleep.
There was less feeding and more sleeping and I wondered how their systems worked at adapting.
Right then,
I needed to talk about the book I'm listening which is 'ash and sand' trilogy by Richard Nell.
It's a most superior book, stunning! The story is entrenched with brow furrowing wow quality of I don't believe it and captivating.. a bit like sudden ripples in thundering oceans , the entire plot created in a way that it grips and steadily evolves. It catches a rhythm and continues and lo, a turn and the story changes. The progressions are continuous and it keeps getting better.
I'm on book two and in such awe of the writer.
Excellent! I'm glad to have found it.
Need to upvote all the Reddit's.
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Nearly watched chainsaw man but it was dubbed!
Wanted to watch predator but it's also only available in French dubbed version. Not too keen on watching that
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binged a series avec people called 'the beast in me' it was good
Watched a movie whilst high and by myself called 'don't worry darling' and it was excellent!
Other than that
My sleep is amiss
Let me go find iit
I am awake
Silly of me to forget about caffeine sensitivity and dunk myself in a litre of soothing green teas as the weather today took a turn for the worse, in that it was the first freezing day of this season.
That I wasn't the only one feeling this shift was remarked upon by my cats who took to hibernating today.
Even the most energetic of my babes that is Sheru who makes it his business to do at least 40k steps every day by walking around the house and being an omnipresent tuft of orange entity was curled in fitful sleep.
There was less feeding and more sleeping and I wondered how their systems worked at adapting.
Right then,
I needed to talk about the book I'm listening which is 'ash and sand' trilogy by Richard Nell.
It's a most superior book, stunning! The story is entrenched with brow furrowing wow quality of I don't believe it and captivating.. a bit like sudden ripples in thundering oceans , the entire plot created in a way that it grips and steadily evolves. It catches a rhythm and continues and lo, a turn and the story changes. The progressions are continuous and it keeps getting better.
I'm on book two and in such awe of the writer.
Excellent! I'm glad to have found it.
Need to upvote all the Reddit's.
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Nearly watched chainsaw man but it was dubbed!
Wanted to watch predator but it's also only available in French dubbed version. Not too keen on watching that
-
binged a series avec people called 'the beast in me' it was good
Watched a movie whilst high and by myself called 'don't worry darling' and it was excellent!
Other than that
My sleep is amiss
Let me go find iit
Tuesday, 11 November 2025
Xkewz me
I was checking my Instagram stats and 97% of the viewers are male!!!
What??
I think insta is pushing my post to men instead of women.
My content isn't even male oriented or man centric. if anything it's the opposite
What??
I think insta is pushing my post to men instead of women.
My content isn't even male oriented or man centric. if anything it's the opposite
Stunning
This is an absolutely terrific melon liquor.
I'd gone in with the intention to buy limoncello but came out with a meloncello instead.
And now I'm drinking it as a digestif instead of an aperitif cuz who's looking?
Monday, 10 November 2025
Ohman
Today
Reached early morning and slept. The condition of the house was well.. You can imagine there were six cats left by themselves. One of them was a bully and all of them got into some of the other sort of fight. They were tufts of fur, drops of blood and pee pee.
Woke up to an empty bed as people had already left for office and I wanted a cup of tea maniacally needing because it had been 10 days, and I did not have a proper cup of tea, mostly sustaining on the dipping tea, which is merely passable.
Went out to the store, bought a bottle of milk made tea had a leftover sandwich which I had picked up from the airport at Rome and got to cleaning. It took me four hours.
The house looks clean. I cannot say if it is cleansed, but definitely clean. I'll have to do a bit more tomorrow, but for now, oh my God, I'm having another cup of tea after which I need to make some delicious home food.
My soul needs dal chawal
Saturday, 8 November 2025
Friday, 7 November 2025
Thursday, 6 November 2025
Wednesday, 5 November 2025
Oh my
Finally
I've had some time to myself
Walking all day, looking at things and popping insta random stores, staring at beautiful fountains, all that look like heritage sculptures in the middle of the city, in town squares, staring at tiny shops that are littered with beautiful small things and I wonder how so much beauty goes untarnished?
How do people, living in cities pass by little shops, selling pizzas everywhere (squares), pass by little shops selling leather goods, pass by breathtaking antiquity of a city and stay straight faced?
I am in awe, of the lovely little things scattered around this city.
If Rome was breathing, Florence is cute!
I think I might be in love
All I need is weed
Tuesday, 4 November 2025
Monday, 3 November 2025
This can’t be human
Who me ?
Fortunate enough
To have witnessed
The magnificence of cystine chapel
And see Michelangelo 's work for myself
Photography wasn't allowed and so the angles are a bit wonky
Witness ..
The creation of Adam
Sunday, 2 November 2025
Saturday, 1 November 2025
The first morn
This morning I have been witness to one of the most meagre breakfasts in my travel history.
Yes I've eaten terrible breakfasts but most of them were from some bed and breakfast place and this my lord is an okay hotel.
It's not a big place, but no means, it's a small place the kind one expects to stay when traveling, not luxurious but alright but by the gods. My asian sensibilities are indeed hurt.
Extremely.
I see some Chinese tourists who are looking at the breakfast which is some cereal, juices, coffee machines, lots of sweet breads and some eggs and ham and bread with amazed eyes.
Like where is anything warm or even fresh? Jo salad, no fruits except banana, just three types of cold cuts and one type of cheese??
Am I supposed to eat cake for breakfast?
I ate bread and three cold meat and cheese in between and down to three cups of coffee
Why?
Well, the flight was hella delayed.
I reached my hotel at 2:30 in the morning
Slept at 3 and realised I couldn't sleep
Stayed awake weirdly tired and dazed
Got up
And eating breakfast now.
Feeling so ugh!
Yes I've eaten terrible breakfasts but most of them were from some bed and breakfast place and this my lord is an okay hotel.
It's not a big place, but no means, it's a small place the kind one expects to stay when traveling, not luxurious but alright but by the gods. My asian sensibilities are indeed hurt.
Extremely.
I see some Chinese tourists who are looking at the breakfast which is some cereal, juices, coffee machines, lots of sweet breads and some eggs and ham and bread with amazed eyes.
Like where is anything warm or even fresh? Jo salad, no fruits except banana, just three types of cold cuts and one type of cheese??
Am I supposed to eat cake for breakfast?
I ate bread and three cold meat and cheese in between and down to three cups of coffee
Why?
Well, the flight was hella delayed.
I reached my hotel at 2:30 in the morning
Slept at 3 and realised I couldn't sleep
Stayed awake weirdly tired and dazed
Got up
And eating breakfast now.
Feeling so ugh!
Friday, 31 October 2025
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Wednesday, 22 October 2025
New nu
The weather is changing and yikes.
I've been busy oh so busy recording stuff
I want to be able to put the new video by 30th and then I leave the next day for my vacances.
Si much more
I will update soon :)