Thursday, 16 July 2020
Tuesday, 14 July 2020
Should’ve found it
Young love and I know nothing about it nor will I ever since I've left the young bit a decade behind me now, but let it be known that I tried. I tried, oh I tried and ended with a bowlful of disappointments for supper each relationship.
I was out there. I was ready. I was sitting on a multiple cylindered six engined bike that was ready to begin vrooming and lord I did race it into places. Into narrow corners of slippery streets, on apathetic highways, on abusive roads, under infidel underpasses, behind incompatible parking lots, sliding down one way streets, racing through deceptive tunnels, loitering around backstabbing expressways until finally, exhausted I resigned to poking slowly around comfortable avenues that promised unproblematic roundabouts and clean alleys suitable for parking..
My bike dismantled, cobwebbed, stood gathering dust when suddenly I found myself brushing and oiling the haggard machinery into a spotless giant of newly spawned hybrid mechanisation with nothing save butterflies that fluttered out through a worm hole that looked to have written itself into the sky above me.
The one place I didn't look.
I was out there. I was ready. I was sitting on a multiple cylindered six engined bike that was ready to begin vrooming and lord I did race it into places. Into narrow corners of slippery streets, on apathetic highways, on abusive roads, under infidel underpasses, behind incompatible parking lots, sliding down one way streets, racing through deceptive tunnels, loitering around backstabbing expressways until finally, exhausted I resigned to poking slowly around comfortable avenues that promised unproblematic roundabouts and clean alleys suitable for parking..
My bike dismantled, cobwebbed, stood gathering dust when suddenly I found myself brushing and oiling the haggard machinery into a spotless giant of newly spawned hybrid mechanisation with nothing save butterflies that fluttered out through a worm hole that looked to have written itself into the sky above me.
The one place I didn't look.
Monday, 13 July 2020
Moments of casual distress
Here to embrace my wrecked mood with a steaming cup of hot chocolate because isn't everyday about being the diminishing person that you once were these days?!
Lockdowns come and go. They're still coming and ending, the virus plays its nefarious game, we wait with bated breath for numbers to dwindle so that the sky is within reach once again but when that happens is anyone's guess.
I want to blow off some steam in the form of smoke and soon I shall be in a happier place if momentarily before letting paranoia break itself into a deluge of anxiety all over me once again.
Lockdowns come and go. They're still coming and ending, the virus plays its nefarious game, we wait with bated breath for numbers to dwindle so that the sky is within reach once again but when that happens is anyone's guess.
I want to blow off some steam in the form of smoke and soon I shall be in a happier place if momentarily before letting paranoia break itself into a deluge of anxiety all over me once again.
Friday, 10 July 2020
Thursday, 9 July 2020
Friday, 3 July 2020
Thursday, 2 July 2020
Cape bite
What is it mosquitoes?
Why won't you leave me alone?
Are they like sharks these mosquitoes that keep feeding or live to feed alone?
Like how much blood can one mosquito suck?
It keeps at it, draining me like a freaking vampire except I'd take a vampire any day simply because I know they don't exist and mosquitoes do.
Or am I jinxing it and taking too big a chance and may get visited by a vampire tonight?
Would that be weird or what?
I mean I'll probably die cuz I'll not know what I should react regarding?
Like the fact that vampires are real or that there's one in my room.
I mean not that there is as I write.
:)
Why won't you leave me alone?
Are they like sharks these mosquitoes that keep feeding or live to feed alone?
Like how much blood can one mosquito suck?
It keeps at it, draining me like a freaking vampire except I'd take a vampire any day simply because I know they don't exist and mosquitoes do.
Or am I jinxing it and taking too big a chance and may get visited by a vampire tonight?
Would that be weird or what?
I mean I'll probably die cuz I'll not know what I should react regarding?
Like the fact that vampires are real or that there's one in my room.
I mean not that there is as I write.
:)
Gratitude
Of all the things I'm thankful for, water probably tops the list because how lovely is water really!!
I cannot nearly describe the fulfilling satiation which hits the absolute correct centre of your heart where you feel your soul resides which exclaims a big thank you.
I applaud it every time.
Water you save me.
I cannot nearly describe the fulfilling satiation which hits the absolute correct centre of your heart where you feel your soul resides which exclaims a big thank you.
I applaud it every time.
Water you save me.